How does someone lose hope in the career they have chosen?

Let someone steal your tools.

Somehow I managed to let my sidchrome sets get stolen from tafe. And it sucks! I feel like Ive lost my boyfriend! Thats how I feel. I dont think people understand. Im so ashamed, I dont want to go to work how could have I been so stupid! $500 bucks down the drain and theres no way I am going to be able to buy more in a hurry.

I had turned my back on them for all of three minutes! It fucken suck! I work so hard or atleast try!

Its bullshit