Just watched Juno
What a beautiful movie, I thoroughly enjoyed it! Of course it is a weird movie which is right up my alley!
Things are going ok, Im kinda over the mundane life I have, and very much over just sitting here chatting all night/weekend! I dont know what else I do but I manage to find other things to do.
Spent probably just under 4 grand this month, the major expense being my car, but also bought myself a new bed and mattress and dan a new loft bed plus we got professional photos done and they came out extremely well.
Dan's doing well at school, however he is over homework (not to mention Im over fighting him to do it). It hasnt calmed him down at all. Not one bit which is extremely stressing for me. I do get a sting of jealousy over other mothers that have it under control and that their child is just so calm and well behaved, for it starts when we wake up and it doesnt stop until he goes to bed. A lot of people dont understand exactly how hard it is for me and never will understand.
So in saying that Im going to try and get my tubes tied. Because I am under 30 I have a lot of convincing doctors to do. But Im honestly positive that I want to get it done! Im not cut out for motherhood and never will be!
Work is really slow at the moment and its driving me bonkers, and I am so over cleaning, whether its a car or a wall, pretty much over it. Its boring and its mundane and I can think of other things to do at home! Like sleep :-)
Things with dream boy are going well. We had a minor hiccup the other week (on my part) I got the jitters and kind of scared myself! I dont want to get hurt thats the bottom line because quite frankly Im over being hurt! But in saying that I am extremely happy with kyle (dream boy) I just want to take things slow and I dont want to stuff it up. Although we see each other at work everyday I do want to see him more then twice a week, but I know he doesnt have a lot of time. But we are still together and Im enjoying every moment of it! (Well except when his an arse at work lol) but kisses and snuggles make up for that when we are alone ;-). I have noticed that this is the first relationship where I myself has been really snuggly, I dont remember doing it at all in other relationships. I like it!!!
I dont have any plans for the next few months, except for egging on the warm weather, always been a summer baby and always will be!!!
Kelly is due in three weeks, shes having a little girl but yet hasnt picked a name. Oh well!!
Well time for me to go, its way past my bed time (usually before 8 lol)
ciao
Things are going ok, Im kinda over the mundane life I have, and very much over just sitting here chatting all night/weekend! I dont know what else I do but I manage to find other things to do.
Spent probably just under 4 grand this month, the major expense being my car, but also bought myself a new bed and mattress and dan a new loft bed plus we got professional photos done and they came out extremely well.
Dan's doing well at school, however he is over homework (not to mention Im over fighting him to do it). It hasnt calmed him down at all. Not one bit which is extremely stressing for me. I do get a sting of jealousy over other mothers that have it under control and that their child is just so calm and well behaved, for it starts when we wake up and it doesnt stop until he goes to bed. A lot of people dont understand exactly how hard it is for me and never will understand.
So in saying that Im going to try and get my tubes tied. Because I am under 30 I have a lot of convincing doctors to do. But Im honestly positive that I want to get it done! Im not cut out for motherhood and never will be!
Work is really slow at the moment and its driving me bonkers, and I am so over cleaning, whether its a car or a wall, pretty much over it. Its boring and its mundane and I can think of other things to do at home! Like sleep :-)
Things with dream boy are going well. We had a minor hiccup the other week (on my part) I got the jitters and kind of scared myself! I dont want to get hurt thats the bottom line because quite frankly Im over being hurt! But in saying that I am extremely happy with kyle (dream boy) I just want to take things slow and I dont want to stuff it up. Although we see each other at work everyday I do want to see him more then twice a week, but I know he doesnt have a lot of time. But we are still together and Im enjoying every moment of it! (Well except when his an arse at work lol) but kisses and snuggles make up for that when we are alone ;-). I have noticed that this is the first relationship where I myself has been really snuggly, I dont remember doing it at all in other relationships. I like it!!!
I dont have any plans for the next few months, except for egging on the warm weather, always been a summer baby and always will be!!!
Kelly is due in three weeks, shes having a little girl but yet hasnt picked a name. Oh well!!
Well time for me to go, its way past my bed time (usually before 8 lol)
ciao
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