Whatever happend to the real christmas day?

The days when family and friends come together for a day of fun.

Christmas for me used to be fun, Id be excited to be going to bed, and excited to be waking up, whether I had presents to recieve or give or not.

Now a days christmas isnt the same. I sit at home and do basically nothing. Its just another day. I used to go out and visit people or they would come to me. Whatever happend to this?

I want dan to witness the xmas I used to have, kids running around showing each other what santa had brought them. The backyard cricket and no matter what everyone had a bat, including people over 50.

It was a happy time, now I dont feel that. Its just another day and its rather boring. I guess being alone and very fucken tired doesnt help either today but last year was the same.

The most exciting thing that happend was going to kyles family "do" where that xmas feeling I used to feel was there, the feeling and warmth that I would love to feel now.

But here I am wishing there were more people to talk to online or that dan would go to bed so I can drug myself up so I can go to sleep.

I havent had a decent sleep in days (again) I was wide awake when I rang tys at 3.30am.

But no one called me to wish me a merry christmas. Not my friends, not my family. Dans dad has just rung for dan as I was typing. Which is suprising.

So time for me to go and try and get the grommet to bed.

Hope everyone had a good day!!!

8 Days to go

This post is purely to thank the universe for providing me with much needed money before xmas.
My child support hadnt come through on the 21st which made me angry. So I rang them up and asked what was happening. The guy on the phone sounded as though he hadnt been there long, and he knew I needed the money before xmas, but could only tell me it would be in the account a couple of days after xmas, which I didnt complain about.

Today I logged into my account and found it sitting there. So I will be ringing csa to thank and praise this guy for making my xmas tolerable. Dan can now have a xmas pressie from santa.

So now I get to go to TTP and face the xmas crowd. UGH!!!!

8 Days till Kobes comes home YAY!!!!!!! You have no idea how much I am waiting for this day rather then xmas lol.

I think it is time for me to chuck some clothes on, get the kid ready for daycare and get ready for a shopping day of hell LOL.

Have a merry xmas and a happy new year.

15 Days to go

Yes I am counting lol.

Kobes left here at 10.30am on the 13th and arrived in Pennsylvania at 3.00am 14th there time (Our time 6.58pm 14th) Thats a hell of a lot of flying, dunno how he did it and survived without going crazy.

I was a little lost on wednesday. As alchy calls it, I was moping around, I call it, watering the garden lol.

But yesterday I was fine, I do miss him, but he is coming back, then its time to start saving for the coupe so I can have my wedding lol.

I spent WAY too much money yesterday lol, but hey its xmas, and I needed the therapy :P but majority of it was spent on bills, so I guess ya cant call it therapy.

James has been babysitting me, so I wont be alone. But tonight is my first night alone. Should be interesting, but I guess most ofit will be spent cleaning.

Dan has his christmas party at daycare today.So today is only a half a day at work for me today WOOHOOOOOO! Not that there is much work for me lol cos I have been getting alot finished this past week, even though I did have monday off. Mostly filling in purchase orders and requesting for invoice, which I have perfected :D

Sat night I have got a sitter, so off to the Ark once more for a boring night of entertainment lol however amy will be there so that is good. If ya dont know who amy is, she is our threesome girl. I broke her in ;) I feel special lol

Well I spose I should get ready to go lol

Bye for now.

PS, Swampy if your going to read my blog you could atleast say congrats :-) and have a safe trip here (Col couldnt tell me if you were driving or flying)

Rumors (However you wanna spell it!)

Its Monday, I dont need to know how to spell much today :-)

Ok, so those of you that read my blog regularly know that I have had a xmas present for Kobes sitting in cupboard for a while now, as he looks upon it trying to guess what it is, picking it up and saying its light, and shaking it to see how it sounds.

So Friday afternoon, Kobes got to open that present. My close friends knew what was in that box, and alchy even helped me buy it.

In this box, of about 10cmx10cm was a purple velvet cusion sewn to this cusion were two ribbons, one white, and one black. Two rings were tied with the ribbons, one silver, one white gold. A note sat upon the two rings saying " Will you marry me?" this box was wrapped in xmas paper.

So yes, the rumors are true. Kobay and I are engaged :-) (she says smiling from ear to ear). And before you ask, when is the wedding I can answer that with a I dunno yet lol (so many people have asked already :S) but it wont be until we both have stable jobs. (which could be a while considering teddy keeps extending my contract)

So thats my exciting news for the weekend :)

Ok on another note, my hard work has finally been uploaded to the red cross site Click here If you click on one of the states courses a pdf will start up. I created them ugh, drove me insane! Glad its over and done with :)

Well time for me to bludge work and head to harbour town to buy some secret santa gifts (Since Im the PA I also have to buy Teddys Secret santa their gift lol)

So bye for now! MWA

Adelaide Weather

Well its 6.28am and its already 25 degrees, how joyful. Today and tomorrow weather is suppose to be 38/39. Tomorrow is going to be horrible as we have to do some driving around in the non air con car.

Busy weekend ahead of us that is for sure!
We are having an early xmas for the kids (Dan and Bryn) sometime tomorrow afternoon, Kobes doesnt know if he is working as yet which kind of makes it hard.
After that we have to speed down to Matt and Megans to drop the grommet off for the night.Then pick up Alchy then come and home to primp myself. I can see it turning into a disaster lol. I also have to give Kobes his Xmas pressie. I think perhaps I will give it to him tonight, I dunno if he will like it. Obviously I cant say anything about it right now as he may read this.

Dan is well, apart from the usual million times of being put in the naughty corner and the threat of hot sauce for his very high pitch screams (you will understand if you hear it). He has his daycare xmas thing happening next week, so that will be good!

Kobes leaves on Wednesday, he has an unbelievably long flight lol but he will have his Ipod shuffle (yes the tiny one). God I will miss him!

And that leaves me! I am well, I bought a little red dress for sat night, I havent worn a dress in a very long time :D. My contract at the red cross has been extended till February so Im overjoyed!My grandparents are spending Xmas here, which is nice, Alchy will be spending it with us, so that should be interesting, Im sure we will be washing his mouth out with soap many times while they are here.

Well time for me to get the grommet ready for daycare, and then I have a day of relaxing and primping for tomorrow.

Ciao

Quick update

Well Im about to head for work, so thought I should probably update this quickly while I wait for Kobes to get ready for work.

One week tomorrow Kobes goes to USA, will be tough not having him around for two and a half weeks, but I'm sure I will survive... I know he will survive since he will be working at the car auction in Pennsilvainya (However you spell it, Its where the Armish live).

On Saturday we have our last meet for the year, Kobes will be getting his christmas present on that day, which is exciting.

I have to buy a kris Kringle for work, for a while there I had no idea who I had chosen out the hat to buy for, or whether they were male or female lol. But now I know and I have some idea of what I am going to be buying them.

Dan is Dan, being a little brat at times, which is definately not unusual! He put the cat in citronella oil the other week, which ended up in a trip to the vet, thank goodness it didnt harm her but she was washed tem times with dishwashing liquid lol.

My contract at work has been extended til February, I keep telling people that Teds will prolly keep me till my b'day lol which would be nice!

All in all everything is coming along nicely, bills are paid, house is somewhat tidy :P and Im revelatively healthy. So really cant complain.

So now its time to rush around the house finding shoes for the buy, finding keys for kobes and finding my mobile to enjoy another day at the office :D

Ciao