Its the usual story with me.
Find someone you like, think they are amazing, watch them turn around and make you feel inferior.
Story of my life hey :D
Ah but Im over it. Yes I did cry myself to sleep, yes I did have to hold the bed post to stop myself from scratching my arm, and I did feel very hurt and very angry.
His loss, not mine! The amount of people on amm that think he is insane is unbelievable.
Here I am, a young mature person that has guys falling at her feet everyday. And out of all those people I made the wrong choice. Perhaps if I wasnt so fussy Id find a nice a guy to settle down with.
Pfft Im tired of looking for love, its time that love finds me.
And by then I will be ready.
I am an independant woman, but deep inside there is that longing to be the wife that can juggle love, home life and work together.
Meh enough about that. Lets just leave it that he is a naieve idiot that will most likely wake up this morning and go WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE! And the old Nicole would prolly let him run back and apologise, Not the new nicole she will kick him in the nuts if he turns up, and saturday if he thinks he wants to come along to the stag, I think he may feel a little unwelcome. And not on my part either. Poor alchy and kobay will stick up for me whether I like it or not lol.
So yes. thats it really
Time to wipe shit from my sons arse, and decide what I am doing today. Oh spose to look at a place at 5 today in prospect, something to look forward to :D